Immortal Fear 6.2

I looked up at the incoming clouds and realized that the umbrella I was sitting under was wiping wildly above me in the wind and the dark gray skies were drizzling rain down. I packed up my computer and walked inside.

The place had seemingly become a ghost town. I had always assumed hipsters didn’t like the rain, something about ruining their greasy hair-dos, and it looked like the majority of them had elected to head home: their blog forced to wait another day for an update that all their friends would ignore.

I sat down inside and began combing through local news and police bulletins trying to see if there was any information about Philips or my accident in the last couple of days. Luckily in a city this size there isn’t a lot of time for local authorities to talk about menial cases. I did find a report of a solo motorcycle collision reported the night of my accident. It looked like no one had seen the mysterious cars who caused it, only a mangled body. My bike was impounded somewhere in the north city; it would be more trouble than not to get it out. The plates were falsified, as was the registration. They probably hadn’t gotten that far looking into it with how mangled it had been. Even if they had, they would only have found Adam Smith. One of five thousand Adam Smiths who happen to have missing social security records.

It was time to get real. My conversation with Franchesca hadn’t gotten me anywhere and going through my normal channels was bringing me up empty handed. I packed up my computer and walked out into the rain.

It was only a short block away. A place I called home away from base. Andy’s was a bar and grill on the road in Coronado right in the middle of the town, a mile away from base. It was one of a couple SEAL hang outs and after BUDs it had become a place to go where locals would buy you drinks to hear you spout bull shit about what you did as a SEAL. I remember making all kinds of shit up. I’d told a kid once that they made us raise kittens at the start, only to savagely murder them before our graduation. Just so the instructors knew you would do anything for the Team. Mostly, though, we would get drunk and get into fights.

It had been nearly ten years since I had been back to Andy’s. Some things never change. I knew I could still get some intel from these guys. I also knew it would be nice to be in a familiar place for a change.

I approached the front and I was struck by nostalgia. So many drunken nights. It was a badge of honor to show up to morning P.T. hung over. I’m not sure why, but we all felt like a hangover somehow gave you super running endurance. I remember running at the front of the pack, sick as a dog but not even losing my breath. We had gotten into plenty of drunken brawls here, but always taken it outside out of respect for the establishment. The old chalkboard marquee out front had their old Slamburger listed and suddenly hit me: I was starving.

I walked into the cramped little bar. It was definitely a military establishment. The SEAL flag hung on the railings of the banister at the back. It was still early in the afternoon so it was relatively quiet. The short bar was directly to the left and a young Polynesian guy in his mid-twenties was drying a mug behind it. Tables occupied the back of the room near the enterence to the kitchen where a few patrons quietly sat and ate. With the rain, it would likely be a quiet night aside from the locals who braved the weather. I walked down to the end of the bar and took a seat at the bar facing the door.

“What can I get you?” the bartender said.

I took a minute, examining the taps behind the bar as though I didn’t know exactly what I wanted. “Arrogant Bastard.”

He smiled as if expecting that and turned to pour my drink. The TVs were all on Sports Center still going on about yesterday’s happenings. If the Padres were in town, they’d probably be rained out, I thought absently, somehow reverting to a previous life. The kid returned with my beer, setting it on a coaster in front of me.

It was a beautiful sight and a smell to match. There’s something about a freshly poured beer, the first one in a long time. It smelled earthy. I took a long pull from it before setting it down with a sigh of contentment. The bartender was looking at me, approvingly. “Ready for your burger?”

I looked at him questioningly

“I don’t do names very well, but faces I never forget. It’s been about ten years since I’ve seen you around,” he said.

“You must be mistaken, kid.” I said. “Ten years ago, you would have been in grade school.”

He scoffed, shrugging it off. “I’ve been here since I was fourteen, busing tables and what not,” he said. “Burger. Dry. No tomato. Extra pickles.”

I eyed him critically from behind my beer glass before nodding.

He smiled and turned around, entering the order into the register.

“You’re a vet.” He said as he was typing. It wasn’t a question.

“I think you’ve got me confused for someone else.”

“You have to realize that’s our thing.” He said looking about, his arms directing me to the rest of the room. “You guys are family. We take care of family.”

I grunted non-committally. The last thing I needed was this guy to drop his bartender psychiatry on me. I gulped down the rest of my beer and pushed it back toward the bar lip. The kid took it and refilled it without so much as a word. I nodded my thanks to him.

A minute later and a guy came and sat the most blessed item in the world in front of me: a Slamburger and fries. My mouth watered. My eyes welled. My stomach pined. I grabbed the ketchup from a basket at the corner of the bar and began to poor it over everything. The first bite was amazing.

This was my comfort food, mind you. I’m not comparing this to a gourmet porter house – it was better. It was the first thing I’d eaten off base after Hell Week, it seemed fitting somehow that it was my first meal after being dead for three days.

“Just the way you remember it?” he asked.

I took another drink of my beer to wash the food from my mouth. “If you take care of family, then maybe you can help me out. I’m looking for someone. Goes by Philips.”

“Like I said, I’m not so good with names. Describe him?”

“Five-ten. Athletic. Graying hair. Shoots the golf course here once a week or so.” I said.

“You’d have to be more specific.”

I thought for a minute. I could pick Philips out of a crowd, but I hadn’t been up close and personal with him. “Cold blue eyes. Statuesque. Walks around like he owns everything.”

“Have you checked the Hotel del? Guys usually hang out at the bar there if they don’t stick to the club house. There’s also the marina.”

“Not a bad place to start,” I said. I tossed some money down on the bar and stood up.

“You seem like a guy with a lot on your shoulders,” he said. “The Teams can chew guys up. Everybody needs somebody.”

“Thanks for the advice, kid. I feel much better. I think I’ll call my shrink and cancel for this week.” I said turning back to the door.

The door closed behind a man who had just entered. The cold, gray light shining in from behind him made his features hard to see but as the door swung closed and he pulled off his sunglasses I knew I recognized him. Tan. Sandy blond hair. His cleft-chin and set jaw were clenched around a near ever present toothpick.

“I always said if I ever saw you again, I’d kill you,” he said. Seeing him, I was too stunned to do anything. He swung at me with a right hook. He connected.

I was out.

Immortal Fear 6.1

Image: http://www.ecoronado.com/

      I grabbed some cloths, some cash and a driver’s license with the name 'Mike Hilliar' on it. It wasn't fancy alias, he was a car sales men who grew up in Utah and made his way out west to strike it rich when he settled down with a woman. She didn't bear him any children which turned out to be a blessing because she was hit by a bus after he found her sleeping with his manager.

I still like to have a back story in case someone decides to get overly friendly, it keeps me from killing people who get too chatty while I'm on the streets hunting for information. I grabbed the .357 and tucked it away into a backpack with my laptop.

San Diego is an odd place. It's a college town. It's a military town. It's a port city. There's all kinds of shit that goes on here – so you can pretty much find whatever it is you're looking for. The thing is, you've got to know where to find it because as much of a clique town as it is, it's also a tourist trap.

Tourists are good in their own right. Good for banging. Good for swindling. Good for catching people off guard. But knowing what's going down in a city, they're the worst.

I stood on the street and waited for the cab I'd called. The weight of the world sometimes just falls on your back. Grimm needed me to get him a packaged for which I had no information, on threat of eternal pain and suffering. That bitch Sigyn had somehow managed to brand me. It must have acted as some kind of weird leash on me. I would have to find her a way out of Neflheim, again on threat of eternal pain and suffering. Some do-gooder priest was holding on to my gun as some form of salvation collateral, and to top it off I had a job to do. Philips had somehow figured out I had a bullet pointed at his brain and had turned the tables on me, nearly getting me killed.

I don't do well with that. I had more than one reason to want him dead now.

I got into the back seat of the cab when it pulled up and told him an address out on Coronado Island. I may be working under a blue collar alias but I knew the military. Buy the Teams guys a couple of beers and there would be stories all night long, so long as you didn't stop the booze from flowing or somehow make an off handed comment about a chick who happened to be a sister. Hey, shit happens. Live and learn.

In fifteen minutes we were crossing over the bridge. It had been nearly fifteen years since I'd been here as a tadpole. BUDs seemed like an eternity ago but this place had been my home for almost a year and a rush of nostalgia washed over me as I saw the flowers on either side of the road entering the island.

It was an awkward feeling when I was first sent out here. I was a baby face kid with no experience. I'd actually gotten into worse shape after boot camp from having trained back home for the SEAL physical. I was sharp, fierce, and scared out of my mind. I'd made a lot of friends back then, until they washed out. Washing out was shameful. We called them X Division; instead of getting the eagle and the trident, they got a turkey and a mop. It wasn’t just shameful to the person who rung the bell, but to all the rest of the guys in the team who relied on them. You couldn't even make eye contact with the guys afterwards. Maybe it was a machismo thing, but X Division turkeys always had a chip on their shoulder, that and I always knew I was better than them. So I guess I only made a couple friends in BUDs.

Well actually, just one.

The cab pulled up to the coffee shop and I exited taking a breath of the fresh ocean air. It was cloudy out, the marine layer was thick today and didn’t look like it would burn off any time soon. It looked like rain was a distinct possibility, but it was a perfect seventy-two degrees in San Diego. I guess at least I had that going for me.

The coffee shop was a pretty standard chain. By that I mean, it was surrounded by hipsters and wanna-be authors. It was a nauseating sea of horn-rimmed glasses and MacBooks. After grabbed my coffee and took it outside. None of the hipsters seemed willing to brave the wind or impending rain. Privacy was always a blessing.

The great thing about coffee shops isn’t the eye candy or the mediocre, over-priced coffee. It’s the open WiFi network. Whenever illegal things happen, it’s important to make sure your name isn’t attached to it in any way. Using open networks and the host of other tools at my disposal kept me anonymous. Of course the FEDs could show up and search everyone there but I would be long gone by then.

So this is where it gets complicated.

The internet isn’t a thing. I mean, it isn’t one thing. It’s millions of things. Computers actually, linking together sending requests and receiving data. So if you understand what you’re doing, you can look at basically anyone’s business if they’re connected to the internet. Firewalls and encryptions make things more difficult but unless someone was actively trying to stop me, I basically did whatever I wanted.

Now, like most people, Philips didn’t have everything I needed to know to find him stored in one place. I had set aside some points of interest that led me to my first attempt on his life, first among them being his bank account. I had a program watching his IP address to see what he was accessing, the problem was a successful business owner used multiple devices from multiple locations so it was hard to be sure. I had programs set up on his devices to watch for data he was requesting, and from that I could figure out what he was up to. As I pulled up my interface though, all my ties had been severed. Not everything can be that easy.

Damn.

One was still intact, coming from his home. Recent activity showed a lot of social media garbage. Franchesca. One thing was interesting however: divorce lawyer.

That struck me as odd. You don’t pay to have a man killed then have that escalate to divorce. Its pick one or the other. The activity was on going which meant she was still at her computer.

I did some quick coding, embedding a script enabling her webcam then set up a virtual desk top, allowing me to see what she was doing visually and remotely control her computer. Her face popped up in my screen. She was laying on her bed, her dark brown hair pulled up in a high pony-tail. Even though she wore no makeup and what I can only assume were yoga pants, she was still hot.

Stop what you’re doing. I wrote, I can see you’ve called an attorney, you think he can’t?

Her eyes widened as she read the small black text box that popped onto her screen. Her brow furled down in concern.

Who is this? What are you talking about? She returned.

No thanks, not taking questions today. Only answers. Where’s your husband?

She got up and walked out of my line of sight then. I can only assume it was to check and make sure she was alone. She walked back on screen and I saw they were indeed yoga pants. Hot.

She crossed her legs pulling the computer to her lap, giving me a much better view of her cleavage than her face. What do you want with him?

Just trying to finish my job.

I watched her breasts rise and fall as she took a deep breath. She really did look good for an older chick. He’s been gone for days. I don’t know where he went. His assistant won’t tell me anything. Why is this taking so long?

Admittedly this job hadn’t gone the way I’d planned it but I’m always surprised at how uppity people get when you fail to kill someone on their projected time table when they’ve given you a lot of money. It speaks volumes to the morals of man. Cash is king.

There was an incident. I may need a plastic surgeon. Maybe you could recommend yours?

What the hell is that supposed to mean? She wrote.

Your tits look real. It’s like you’re twenty.

She covered herself at that, looking about the room wildly.

Relax. I wrote, This job just got a lot more complicated. I’m going to need a bigger up front deposit.

You don’t do the job then you ask for more money? Is this how it’s going to work? I’m thinking about cutting my losses and going with the blood-sucking lawyer.

Not a great idea, I wrote. He’s onto you. He nearly killed me three nights ago. You think he hasn’t put it together that you hired someone to do it?

She clenched her teeth in frustration and typed in what I can only describe as a fury: Well then I’d better turn you into the police. Then I’ll be a hero.

That would put you in a difficult situation. You hired a killer to handle your marital problems. You think I won’t put a bullet in you to protect myself?

That rattled her. I watched her struggle with the situation. I took it as a point of pride not asking for more money than I quoted but this had gotten out of control and I was ill prepared for the shit storm that was about to follow. Think of it this way, you’re spending money to give him a fancy execution. People love it when you spend money on them.

I can’t, I don’t have access to the accounts right now. He froze them or something.

Well you’d better dip into your charity fund then, I don’t leave enemies I’ve made around to haunt me later on. Three-thousand. Cash. Bring it to Saint Ann Cathedral. Ten A.M. tomorrow. With that I severed the connection, overwriting the section of her hard drive that had housed our conversation. She would be looking at an emoji of a smiley face with a bullet in his head in place of our chat window. It was harmless and would go away once she shut her computer off but it always seemed to get my message across.

Immortal Fear 5.4

Image: Valhalla Rising

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I gasped for breath, clutching my abdomen. I summoned as much strength into my arm as I could, raising my gun level with Grimm’s chest and firing as steadily as I could. The hammer clicked impotently into the cylinder and my hope of survival rapidly diminished.

“Or maybe they were your bullets,” he mused, opening his right palm spilling unspent rounds onto the linoleum floor. “Sometimes I forget. Not often, mind you. And certainly not this time.” He gingerly walked to my side, his footfalls the only sound I could hear over the rush of my heart beat, and knelt down beside me. He looked down menacingly, his one eye penetrating my soul. Then, he smiled and flicked me in the forehead. “Don’t be so serious, Silas. Hah! I like that. Serious Silas.”

This son-of-a-bitch had the nerve to—

He grabbed my hand, pulling it away from the bullet wound and I saw… Nothing.

There was blood all over my hand, but my body was intact. No holes. No scars. I ached fiercely from my gut at the throb of my broken bones echoed that pain.

“What the hell is going on here?” I asked through gritted teeth.

“Weren’t you paying attention? Nothing is as it seems. No matter how you look for the puzzle it stands right before you: completely invisible.”

“Who are you?” I shouted.

“I told you, I’m Grimm. Grimm today, Grimm tomorrow, Grimm till the end of time! I’m always Grimm, though sometimes I’m spiteful and cunning and ruthless too,” he said.

I lay there rubbing my forehead. “What is the question I need to ask for you to give me a straight answer?”

“Ah straight to the point, Serious Silas. I can appreciate that.” He stood up and offered me a hand. I gave him a straight look.

“You expect me to just stand up?”

“I do.”

“With your help?”

He nodded.

“With a broken leg?”

He scoffed. “What a silly barrier to hold you back.” He clapped several times in an odd syncopated rhythm. As he finished, cool air swept down onto my arm and leg. I looked to see that both casts had been split neatly down the center. I gritted my teeth and gingerly extended my leg, then my arm. I felt like I could sleep for an entire year and my body cried out with the punishment it had been through but it looked as if my broken bones were mended. He offered his hand to me again.

I took it, pulling myself upright before retrieving my towel and wrapping it around my waist. He took a seat on the chair, leaning it back on two legs, hands clasped behind his head stretching his legs out on the corner of the bed; leaving me with no place to sit but the floor. I elected to stand – a man’s gotta posture to his surroundings.

“There are things at work that require someone of your, shall we say… talents,” he began. “You see I —”

“How am I not dead?” I burst in. “This is at least the second time, in as many days that I can remember, that I should have died. Yet here I stand without as much as a fucking scratch. You appearing outta nowhere. Demon dogs and sadistic bitches carving their name into my ass. What the fuck is going on with me?”

“My, my, my you have been busy since last we spoke haven’t you?” he said with the same relaxed posture. “It’s not surprising you haven’t puzzled it out yet, but I hate spelling it out for people.” He stared back at me as if waiting.

“Humor me.”

“You can’t die!” he said, as if wanting nothing more than to spell it out for me. “Imagine, a mortal who cannot die. It’s so novel, isn’t it? Take a moment to breathe it in. You must truly feel blessed,” he said.

I looked down at him doubtfully. He returned it with expectance.

“I can’t die.”

“Technically.”

“And you did this?”

“I may have had a hand in it,” he said, dismissively. “Though that brand on your neck may have short circuited the initial intent.”

I quickly clapped my hand over the scar at my neck and turned back toward the sink, feeling self-conscious and concerned about my exchange with Sigyn. After a moment a cleared his throat.

“There’s a package I need to recover, but certain obligations prevent me from taking position of it directly. You are the only person who can retrieve it for me.” He said.

I faced him. “What are you? Some kind of Alien? A wizard?”

            “Maybe both,” he said, “but definitely neither.”

            “That doesn’t make any sense.”

“The world is full of contradictions, boy. You’d best grow accustomed to them if you’re to work for me.”

“And now I’m working for you?” I said skeptically.

“Again, not my initial intend but certain forces have prevented me from compelling you. Suffice it to say I can be quite… convincing.” There was a dull ache in my belly as I thought about the gun shots from earlier. “Besides,” he said cheerfully, “this arrangement will be mutually beneficial. I’m the only one who can lift the curse!”

“I’m cursed now.” I said with a flat look.

“Of course you are! You can’t die.”

Frustrated I said, “You just said that was a blessing!”

“I said you would think it was a blessing.”

This was easily the most frustrating, convoluted, conversation I had ever had. I slipped down, pulling my legs into my chest. I stared blankly onto the floor. “And I'm supposed to get a package for you?”

“Simple as that.”

“And if I don't?”

Blinding pain shot into my entire body. Suddenly I was back on the hospital gurney. Shattered pelvis, broken bones, bloody face and all. My back arched as a blood curdling scream came to my lips. As the fire in my belly pushed the air from my lungs, blood gurgled from my mouth.  I gasped for breath and took in nothing but the blood.

Grimm appeared above me, a maniac straddling a broken man. His one eye twisted into a snarl. “If you don't, my boy, this will be the most pleasurable experience you have for the rest of your very, very long life.”

I screamed again, the sound filling the room, echoing in my ears as the most excruciating sensation I'd ever felt ripped my body up and down. Then, just as quickly as it had begun, it was gone.

I opened my eyes and I was back in the motel. Sweat covered my body and the towel doing nothing for my modesty. The dull ache was ever present but Grimm was gone. I pulled myself to my feet and checked the room one more time, just to be sure.

“Where do I even start” I shouted, not really expecting an answer, then a knock came to the door. I wrapped the towel around myself and tucked the gun behind my back before answer it.

“Is everything all right in there, sir?” he said. “I could hear screaming all the way across the parking lot.”

I opened the door with a smirk on my face wearing nothing but the towel and sweat sheen on my body. “What? You've never had a patron who liked rough sex before?”

Immortal Fear 5.2

< < Back to Immortal Fear 5.1

Image: http://pastelhospital.tumblr.com/

The hallways are always pretty wide in a hospital. Moving gurneys surrounded by hordes of people need lots of space to maneuver. The nurses' station was on our right, I gestured to the left and we rolled on.

“It's odd, usually they'll give you a wheelchair with an IV stand connected,” Father Williams said.

“They don't want us leaving the floor, so they're going to make it as inconvenient as possible,” I said, dragging the IV stand along with me. “We are leaving the floor, aren't we?”

Father Williams said nothing as we turned a corner to find the tell-tale stainless steel doors of an elevator.

“So where are we?” I asked, pushing the call button.

I could hear the smile in his voice. “You seem more lucid than that, we're in the United--”

“Don't give me that shit, Father. What hospital?

“Saint Mercy's”

“Down town? Huh.”

“Is that significant?”

“It just means you won't have to drive me that far.”

The elevator chimed and the door opened. Three people stood quietly inside as he wheeled me in.

“You think I'll drive you out of here, in your condition?”

It's awkward enough being suck in an elevator with people you don't know. It's almost like forced intimacy. I figured we could use some alone time anyway.

“My condition? My condition?” I asked incredulously. “I wouldn't be in here if you hadn't switched my meds!”

Father Williams stared down at me with a mixture of shock and bewilderment. As quiet as an elevator full of strangers usually is, this one seemed to have found the mute button.

“You know how Mother gets when I'm not lucid, we grew up in the same damn house! You knew she would take advantage of me!” The woman at the back of the elevator stepped around us and put an arm through the closing doors, opening them again, then stepped out in a hurry. One down.

“I mean, seriously, Michael. There's more than broken ribs here. There's a broken heart.” I put my head down into my hands and wept as the doors finally closed.

“I-- I uh...” Father Williams stuttered. I heard one of the other occupants reach forward and press a button.

“I... I didn't know you felt that way,” he said.

“Of course not! You spend all your time at that church helping the 'needy.' We'll I'm your family, Michael and I'm needy too. I'll never earn Mother's love now!” I continued wailing.

“Joseph, don't be ridiculous, Mother loves you,” he said finally getting into the act.

“She just beats me and beats me,” I said softly. “The sex isn't even that good anymore.”

The elevator stopped and the remaining occupants rushed out as I cried out at the top of my lungs. The doors closed and we began our descent again.

“Great Oedipus's ghost,” he said.

“So what’s the weather like?” I asked, tugging down on my hospital gown.

“You’re full of surprises, Joe.”

I craned my neck back to look at him. “How do you and the doctors know my name?”

“Your driver’s license,” he said, not looking at me.

Of course, “So they have my wallet?” I asked.

“No, I do.”

I reached up and hit the emergency stop button.

“You have my wallet?” I asked, flatly.

“It made since if I was going to be caring for you.”

“Who asked you to?” I said, frustrated.

“You’re in way over your head,” he said, his thick accent full of concern.

I eyed him cautiously. “According to whom?”

He just stared forward at the closed elevator doors. I gave it up and turned back restarting the elevator. We descended in silence for a while before he started talking again.

“It takes a troubled soul to recognize another,” he said finally. “I don’t know what it is you’ve gotten yourself into, but… The Lord has brought us together for some reason.”

We continued our descent in silence for a time.

“I’m just a normal guy who needs his wallet back,” I said raising my left hand to him.

I heard him rustle in his pockets and place the cool leather in my palm. It wasn’t a familiar object, just something to house my temporary identity. I opened it to see the California driver’s license in the windowed pocket. Joseph Smith it read. It was an odd feeling coming face to face with one of my aliases. I’d spent so much of my recent life avoiding personal interaction with people that having the priest call me by name, not even my real name, gave me an odd twinge of regret. We all make decisions that lead us down a path, there was little point in me regretting the one’s I’d already made. Every time I relived them, I made the same decision anyway so there couldn’t be that much to regret.

“Normal guys may not like who they are but they don’t create false identities to hide behind,” he said.

“What do you mean?”

“Joseph Smith? You’re not exactly the typical Mormon, Joe.”

I pinched the bridge of my nose. I had this guy pegged from the moment he found me on the road, obnoxious to the tee and he was having fun with it. I would be much better off ditching him but like it or not, he was my only way out of here. The elevator began to slow and I pulled the IV needle from my arm with a grunt and stashed it in the corner. Hopefully I didn’t need those drugs as much as the doctors thought I did.

The doors opened at the ground level and we moved out into a maze of hallways bypassing dirty people on their way to the cafeteria, obviously doing their best not to morn or worry. We walked out into a main lobby and the stench of anxiety wafted off every person in there. A hospital was a study in façades. Patients and visitors alike put on their brave faces, but cowered underneath. The pastel colors from my room continued through the entire hospital, it really completed the sad clown feel of the whole place.

The sliding double glass doors opened in front of us and we walked out into a small topiary and concrete forest. Small benches rose out of the sidewalk to surround the bushes and smokers littered the landscape twenty-five feet from the enterence. It was a busy place. Then again, most hospitals are.

He walked me in the opposite direction of what I had assumed was the parking garage until we stopped in a less populated area of the park. He reached into the pocket of his windbreaker and pulled out a brand new pack of Lucky Strikes cigarettes. Unwrapping them, he began to slap the box against his palm, packing them.

“Seriously?” I said as I pulled one from the pack.

He lit the cigarette and took a long deep drag. “The Lord forgives us of our sins, should we choose to seek his forgiveness,” he said, exhaling.

He stood there enjoying his smoke like he hadn’t had one in days. He finished it, extinguishing the embers on the bottom of his shoe. “There is the matter of your gun,” he said

I stared at him in surprise. In all the shit storm of the last couple days I’d forgotten about my Desert Eagle. I put on my best tough guy face, “You have my gun?”

I’ll give the guy credit, he didn’t back down. Not even a little. “Well of course,” he said, “didn’t you wonder why you weren’t handcuffed to the bed?”

I guess the strong man act didn’t work so well sitting in a wheelchair and the casts on my arm and leg didn’t do much for my usual intimidation factor. I hadn’t even considered the implications of an ER visit with a side arm. “When did you take it?”

“Before the paramedics arrived on the scene. I was trying my best to keep you conscious but when I realized you were out I pulled the bulge from under your jacket.”

I just stared at him. It’s very rare that I’m speechless.

“I mean, you’ve obviously got a fake name on your ID –”

“Let me get this straight. First you took my wallet, then you took my gun –”

“Your wallet first, actually.”

“Are you a priest or a mugger?”

He laughed. A genuine, head thrown back, tears in his eyes, belly laugh. All I could do was stare.

“They say the Lord works in mysterious ways. Well, so do his children,” he said. “I don’t know why I took it, I just knew you needed help.”

“Where is it?” I demanded, “give me my—” I looked to make sure no one had come to check on us yet, “gun.”

“Well I don’t have it here, lad,” he said when his laughter subsided. “I’m a man of God, and this is a hospital.”

I scowled at him from under a dumbfounded stare. He raised his hands in a pacifying gesture. “Saint Anne Cathedral,” he said. “Down by the docs. You shouldn’t have much trouble finding it.”

“Finding it?” I said, “You’re going to take me there right now!”

He grabbed the wheelchair and started heading back for the enterance to the hospital. “I don’t think so, Joe. I find a man in your position is far too likely to commit violence. You need some time to cool down.”

“You heard the doctor,” he said, “A few more days of observation and they’ll discharge you. Patience is one of God’s greatest virtues.”

I wasn’t about to go back upstairs. Someone had already tried to kill me, if they found out I’d lived through the attempt they’d make quick work of me trapped in this pastel prison. My usual threat of violence hadn’t gotten me anywhere and he seemed to have the upper hand on me in every way. I figured it was time to share the last influence I had at my disposal.

“How much is it going to cost me for you to take me to my hotel room?”

“Forty should cover it,” he said.

It was kind of a lowball number but he was a priest and I figured he was taking pity on me. I reached into my wallet to pull out a hundred dollar bill for him but it came back empty. I looked and the whole thing was cleaned out.

“What the hell? You stole my money!”

“Consider it a tithe to the church,” he said.

“How do you expect me to pay you if you’ve taken everything I own?”

“I’ll just put it on your tab, I suppose.”

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The mist dissipated from around my body into an unfamiliar enclosure. The woman was nowhere to be found.  Instead, in front of me slept an enormous beast, two heads full of teeth and claws.  Its body was the size of a bear with jaws like a wolf.  With a silent breath, I took a step back. Usually I got the better end of an exchange with women.  We’d have sex; I’d give cab fare.  I guess I appreciated the challenge.

“Okay, I’m sorry,” I mouthed looking for an exit.  She’d sent me here; I could only hope she would take me back.  I continued back peddling away from the two-headed beast, heart pounding in my chest. It was another circular room but darkened by mist more than the previous. The hound snored softly.Hurray for small miracles, I thought.

My heel thumped against something and my heart stopped. I turned. Beneath me, the skin of a two-headed dog began to smolder like the embers of a dying fire. The all too aware glow of its yellow eyes found me and bared two sets of vicious fangs.

Predator instincts or not, I ran for the only exit that I could see which is to say, into the blackened abyss beyond.  With each step, the glow of the hound’s skin told me that the pack had awakened. Their burning skin illuminated the hall; the black stone walls reflected the horrible scene in front of my eyes: a nearly naked man running for his life from a pack of wild, two-headed hounds. There was only one explanation.

I was in Hell.

The hounds nipped at my heels. I turned back to gage the distance when one leapt towards me.  I twisted, falling onto my back and extending my foot out, throwing the hound over me.  Its jaws snapped wildly as it sailed through the corridor. 

I just started to regain my footing when the second of the pack plowed into me with a double head-butt.  I groaned feeling the force crack ribs beneath my burlap coat-of-arms. Its right head snapped at my face. I threw my arm between its jaws forcing it away.  Razor sharp teeth sliced through my skin and I let out a bellow of rage, punching the beast between its heads.  It shuttered, releasing me, my left hand hung limp and blood dripped down my arm.  Five more hounds charged me, skin ablaze and eyes burning.

Maybe I was dead.  Maybe this was the manifestation of my eternal suffering, but I wasn’t going to go down without a fight.  I got up to my feet just as the first of the pack arrived, welcoming it with a kick to the chest.  It stumbled slightly as agony exploded from my foot, its chest was hard as steel. The first attacker leapt onto my back, pinning me to the ground.  The hound’s ember skin hissed as it began to burn into my flesh.  I cried out as the jaws closed around my shoulder, cracking my collarbone. I gritted my teeth and closed my eyes, sure the rest of the pack would descend upon me any time to finish the job.

I opened my eyes back in the woman’s room still laying on my stomach.  My broken collar made it impossible for me to look for the dogs, but the missing weight from my back made me hopeful.

“Respect is something you would be wise to learn, lest you find yourself in a similar situation.”  The woman hadn’t moved from her bench facing the brazier. 

I lay my head down on the cool stone with a sigh of relief.  “Thank God,” I whispered.  My body must be in a state of shock because I was only vaguely aware of a growing sense of exhaustion.

“Rise, Youngling.  Let me look upon what the tide has wash upon the shore.”

I lay there breathing, trying to get my head wrapped around her request.  “Look lady, I was just mauled by a pack of burning demon dogs,” I croaked, “You’ll have to excuse me if I don’t just jump up and—”

A piercing crack emanated from the stone beneath me; I pushed myself up to my knees by reflex then examined myself in stunned silence.  My wounds were closed, all signs of scare tissue fading with them.  I looked up at her reverently.

The woman was standing now, a dark wooden walking staff held in her hand, as tall as her eye.  She was much taller than I’d first guessed but her hair still flowed down to her waist.  I tried my best not to look at her tits – I knew where that had gotten me last time.

“I think you and I got off on the wrong foot miss…”

“You may call me Sigyn.”

“Miss Sigyn—”

“Just Sigyn,” her accent was sexy and soothing all at once.

I took in a deep breath and asked the question I’d been wondering all day. “What’s happening to me?”

She walked towards me. Her eyes locked on mine, until she stood a foot away searching my features.  She gently cupped my hand then with blinding speed she pulled a knife from her loincloth, slicing across my palm.  I gasped in pain, a cross of anger and confusion in my eyes as I looked back up at her. She nodded back to my palm.

The wound had begun to seal itself.  I looked back at her; she must have seen the questions in my face.

“I may have a use for you yet, Youngling.”

I poked, testing the new flesh at my hand. “So what does this mean?”

“You are a man of little faith, Silas Bishop—”

“How does everyone I meet know that name?” I began, frustrated; though the emotion never reached its full potential as she spun, staff leveled at my head, cracking my skull at the ear.  I fell to the side in a heap.

“You burst into my realm and expect me to reveal to you truth such that the gods themselves seek? All things come at a price, Youngling, a truth I can see written in your own mind.  Listen well, for Odin himself in all his wisdom sought prophecy among the seers and desperation is all that could drive him to pay the toll.” Her voice burned with scorn in my eardrums even over the ringing.

I gasped in a stuttering breath as I returned to my senses, eyes opening wide.  I’ve killed a lot of people; I’ve taken a lot of beatings.  All that fighting had left me blunt – tact wasn’t my strong suite. I pulled myself up to my knees and sat back with my eyes cast down. My head throbbed. The last thing I needed to do was antagonize the woman anymore. I’m accustomed to deadly games, but I clearly didn’t know the rules to this one. 

My skull throbbed along with my collar and back.  Whatever was holding me together certainly wasn’t keeping me from feeling the pain.  I was accustomed to that, though. Mind over matter; pain is my body’s, my mind is my own.  “What’s the price?” I asked, not looking up.

I could hear the smirk in her voice, “Already you kneel before me and that is a start.”  It was a tenant of information brokering: always set your terms, they’re non-negotiable.  All I had to give now was my obedience; I had to hope it would be enough.

“You imagine yourself a broker of men’s lives not of information, Bishop.  I have long known mortality the blessing that it is – a lesson you are certain to learn yourself.  Now, cursed with the frailty of your body and the endless suffering of the Gods, living in the shadows of those they have created.” Her words dripped with bitterness, I dared not look at her even as my heart began to race with excitement.

“I find myself… inconvenienced,” she said. I looked up when she paused, her hair tossed over her shoulder, her hand reaching to her neck.  On it, I saw the strange rune that was burned onto the headless corpses. “You,” she said, her gaze bearing down on me, she knelt down cupping my chin in her hand “are free of the restrictions placed upon me in this realm.”

“What do you mean?”

She smiled. It was the sexiest thing I’d ever seen in my life. “So long as your body lives, you remain tethered to the realm of Midgard. Yet, in your pain, you drift between worlds; down to Niflheim itself.”

I wetted my lips. I felt flush. Why was it so hot all of a sudden? “You mean I can get back?” I asked. My mouth must have been dry too because it came out in a croak.

The sudden lust in my body was overwhelming as she spoke. “Yes. I have what you want,” she said reaching between my legs and grabbing my hard shaft, “Mortality ever plays to my advantage.” She shoved me to my back, legs parting over me and mounting without a flinch, still holding the massive walking staff vertical.  It happened so suddenly I couldn’t control myself as I began thrusting wildly. She slammed the stick down with an ear-shattering crack, pressing her body onto mine, a bestial smile gripping her face.

“The nine realms hold perils for gods as well as men. The mists of prophecy are clouded by immortal threads of will but I care little for that. My son walks free while my daughter keeps me in this cage.” Her words nearly lost to me in my uncontrollable lust. My eyes locked on her hips as we writhed together on the glossy black stone. “Find the portal to this realm, there the Wolf shall greet you; answer to me until I’m free, a slave to all who bind you.”

What had she just said? I think it was important, but I was close now, deep insider her ethereal hips. She slammed her hand around my neck stopping me cold. Her eyes deep black and her mouth twisted in fanged smile, she looked down on me as a harpy to her prey. “You would know your way through the Underworld? Then you will satiate my desire.” With that, her fangs dug deep into my neck and my scream finally echoed through the cavern.

I wasn’t sure if from pleasure or pain.
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        “B.P.’s dropping, eighty over forty-six.”

What?

“O2 sat is eighty-three, he needs to be intubated.” The voice calm but full of adrenalin.

What’s happening?

“He’s lost a lot of blood, hang a liter of N.S. - wide open.”

My body was rattling around; it felt like I was holding in a shit after a night of heavy drinking.  Who was this guy?  Why couldn’t I get my eyes to open?

Oh right, the accident.

I couldn’t move, not because I was strapped down – though maybe I was.   My limbs were completely numb.  I was a prisoner in my own body.  I heard a sharp click and a tube was shoved down my throat. Then the pain finally washed over me.

I’ve been beaten up a lot.  It’s a guy thing, right? School yard scrapes, Pop may have been drinking too much that night; eventually you toughen up and do your own ass kicking.  I remember I used to bitch about my dive suite chaffing, it used to drive Chief Robins crazy. You made it through BUDs, you can deal with some sand in your vagina.

I never hurt like this, though.  I was flayed out. I’d been smashed repeatedly by a meat tenderizer called asphalt and every strand of my being wished for death.  I would never bitch about dropping a dumbbell on my toe again. Air was forced in and out of my lungs but the rich, gurgling of blood kept me short of breath. I started to panic.

“His pulse is spiking,” it must have been the paramedic.

 “Shit Frank, we’re right around the corner,” a new man said.  “Get his heart rate under control or he’s going to bleed out.  At least wait until we get him inside.”

Just don’t die in my ride, eh?

Each second was pure agony and there was no escape.  I was worthless.  Nothing more than a pile of shredded meat. 

You think the world is gonna watch your back, Frogman? Chief Robins voice came to mind. Life doesn’t give a shit about you. When you’re out there, it’s you and your team. If you ain’tgot a team, your all on your own and from what I’ve seen, you ain’t worth a shit.

Chief was a crazy son-of-a-bitch but his advice was always motivated me. I guess I was on my own but at least this way, no one would see what I had become. One thing was for sure, no one was going to get me out of this but me.

Think objectively. Be methodical. See the objective off in the distance but remember: each destination has a path. To walk a path requires the right steps. The government spent thousands of dollars training you; don’t let it go to waste.

Step one: decide.

I wasn’t going out like this.

Okay now that you’ve decided not to die, quit panicking!

Easy as that, right?

I stopped fighting against my body. I knew it was fucked and no amount of positive thinking was going to fix that.  I let the breathing tube do the work; taking in slow, deep breaths.  The paramedics are doing their job, all I can do is stay as lucid as possible.  As lucid as…